Tuesday, March 8, 2022

Wavering Between Faith & Fear


So here I am at a stop sign on this unknown journey of life.  Do I turn left and take the avenue called fear, or do I turn right and take the street called faith? The answer sounds simple, but it’s the acting upon it that can be complex.

See the avenue of fear can sound like your friend.  It can be your familiar which makes you comfortable like a nice snuggly blanket where you find yourself not wanting to leave. In addition, it doesn’t mean you will be wrong in that decision. We even have examples of settling in the familiar in God’s word.  Abraham’s father Terah was set to lead his family to the land of Canaan, the land of promise.  Yet halfway there, he saw a place called Haran.  It was the same name of a son he lost in death.  He ended up settling his family there due to his comfort, his familiar (Genesis 11:31).  Was he wrong to settle, no, but think about the promises God had for him that he never got to see.

Another example we can look at is Orpah with Naomi and Ruth.  There she was at a crossroad.  Does she continue into the unknown with her mother-in-law Naomi, or does she return to her familiar?  She chose to go back to Moab.  Was she wrong to do so, no, but we don’t hear about her again either. Yet Ruth decided to give up her norm in the land of Moab and turn to the unknown with Naomi.  As a result, she ended up being a descendent of Christ.

Changes in life can be wonderful.  Engagements, weddings, road trips, children, or a new home all are exciting steps to leap towards.  Yet some changes can be considered scary, as they can be birth out of pain like a widow having to move on.  I admit I find myself struggling with this stop sign.  Part of me wants to take that avenue of fear, cause its comfortable.  Yet at times comfort zone can be our enemy that can block the bigger picture God has plan for us.  Yes, this street called faith doesn’t feel good.  Its stepping into the unknown.  Yet at the same time, that is when we are tested in our trusting in God.  Do we trust HIS will or our own?  Do we want to choose the path like Orpah and never be heard of again, or do we want to choose like Ruth and watch God go beyond what we could even ask or think?  The choice to be honest isn’t an easy one, but the core to it is trust.  Do we trust God in all things?

David gave us the antidote to those fear moments:  remember God is with us, trust him, and praise him for fulfilling his promises.  See I realize that God is already in my tomorrow so the best thing I can do is trust him for my today.

Be encouraged.